I thought I was getting better at putting top priority things first. I expected to be at lot closer to my goals at the end of June, but I made about half as much progress as I wanted to. I saved half as much as I wanted and worked a lot less than I thought I did. The worst part is I sacrificed a lot to get shitty those results. I’ve stopped doing yoga for a few months now and my eating habits are swinging back and forth between keto and carboloading. At this point, I’ve gotten used to the chronic stress. Not having time for myself now feels normal so does having a unkempt house, maybe because we’re still spending lots of quality time with friends. I did fall asleep at Frank’s birthday party the other day though.
I’ve been thinking about what I can do to get better results and I know it means getting up early. Way early. But I can’t do it. I can’t go to sleep early enough because I don’t want to tell others no, I can’t spend time with them because I need to go to sleep.
July is my most jam packed month, so I’m going to keep my focus simple. Go to bed early, wake up when I intend to. I know it’s something I should have learned a long time ago, but it is my ultimate weakness. We’re going to put it to rest.